Saturday, December 31, 2005

Shameless

Probably gonna wish that I never said anything to anyone ( since it doesn't paint me in very good light ) but since I've started with the truth, I'm gonna tell you what I've been up to these few days. Though I might wish it unsaid later.

I've had a tryst.

There, I've said it. Even as I say it, I feel myself all flushed up - not sure whether it's due to shame, embarassment, desire or an insane mixture of it all. You'll be forgiven for thinking that I finally got Big Bicep Barry into the sack after all this time ( hell, I'll put up pictures when that impossible day finally arrives ) but that would be the farthest thing from the truth.

After a showerGonna say it in a short summary since I'll probably lose my guts to say anything after a while. After a long while of not seeing him - ever since college actually, a friend of mine - Smiley Sam - came over for a visit. Took him for a whirlwind tour of my historical city since he hasn't been here in a long while. Still cuts a trim, dashing figure that hasn't changed all that much since our university days. Perhaps it has even gotten better since he's put on some muscle over the years with the obsessive gymwork gay men are known for ( well, except lazy me! ). I had the opportunity to view that new, improved body for myself when he asked me to scrub his back in the shower.

Shameless I know.

And I'll leave it to you all to guess what happened after that.

Damn, I should have known I'd be easy prior to New Year. Starting to be a damned annual affair. To avoid any temptation - or any other potentially titillating events ( and any other desirable men ) that would deal my already shaky reputation a killing blow, I have decided to spend the New Year's Eve with family.

28 comments:

ça va pas la tête said...

Paul, u can write a book -

"50 reasons why Paul can't shower with a man"

Anonymous said...

Brilliant! :o)

Must remember to bring a big towel when I visit ... ;oP

savante said...

ca va! It's embarassing enough! :O

Bring along the large towel, ru.

Paul

MrBunnyBan said...

*looks up tryst in dictionary.com*

Hee. And he scores! (Again. Through lack of trying)

Don't take offense when I say this Paul: It's your...birthmark. It's like an out of place mole that ladies purposely blacken with makeup - it catches attention then draws people into the beauty of the rest of your face if they look into it long enough. It drives 'straight' men wild. ;-)

And judging from the time of posting, I'm not the only one purposely spending New Year's at home and on the internet.

Happy New Year!

savante said...

Only wish I really drove straight men wild! That would be so cool actually. But all I have is my hideous homely face.

Paul

Anonymous said...

*gasp* I am boozed so much right now so I may not be able to capture all that but am trying to imagine the situation our naughty doctor was in... oohhhhh.

Happy new year!

Shigeki from year 2006.

Anonymous said...

Exqueeze me for saying so, but what's wrong with a little tryst now and then? I hope you aren't toooooo hard on yourself for this little expression of your manliness. :•]

Anonymous said...

Okay, not rubbing it in anymore as you said it's embarassing enough. But that's hot! Seriously. ;-) We all (well, okay, I for that matter) fall for a ripped god showering and asking for a back scrub. I'm only human. ^_^

Happy New Year, Paul! Wishing you the best of 2006!

Anonymous said...

Yeah, Paul the ripped god showering. Who could resist? ;oP

Anonymous said...

would this inspire a new story? :)
seriously, don't be too hard on yourself. can't say you didn't enjoy it, can you?

btw, you should've caught the fireworks in Ikano. It was damn cool! On the way to KL to dance the night through.

Happy 2006, Paul!

Petie said...

There is nothing wrong with some tryst . You do need to practise sex everynow and then just to make sure things are still functions and if you are skilled like you used to. As you already know practise make perfect :PP

Good thing your ISO didn't took teh chance to help you practise your trysting eh?

I wondered who's better lay :P

Anonymous said...

happy new year 2006!!! shall i say that you have a interesting end for year 2005 that might lead to a great year 2006?

anyway did you countdown at dataran bandaraya in front of MBMBB? :P

Dildos said...

Lucky u!

I wished i have friends who wouldn't mind me scrubbing their back or fronts without making me feel incestuous.

Still, it's good to end the year with a bang.

Embarassed now, but one day u will laugh about it.

take care

Anonymous said...

Yeah, wjee - precisely. Same here. :o)

Petie said...

On another different note here... Did anyone notice how Paul often give himself quite a hard time about his looks, yet his ISO and this Sam who are ripped , hunk, and simply a studs do after Paul's tail everynow and then (Especially the evil ISO who kept tempting Paul to put out over and over)

I have to simply conclude that Paul must be quite a looker and must be quite good in the sack too :P Afterall your ISO who's a player won't kept trying to get laid with ya :P

Anonymous said...

Oh yes, Pete, definitely noticed. Heheh. ;oP

akihisa said...

Whoa, you did manage to get it on. You've been hammering yourself for not getting enough action in the sack but when you did, you are all embarassed about it. Don't be, Paul !! ;-p

Happy New Year, Paul !

p/s: Totally agree with Pete though, you must be one hunky doc than what you're letting on to be able to lure all those good looking guys like moths to a flame ! LOL !

Ahmad

Jason said...

just out of curiosity;

where you get your picture?

=p

Anonymous said...

Yes Paul, jase needs new wallpaper. His is yawnboring.

Anyway, happy new year! Starting it with a tryst can only be a good thing. At any rate, it's gotta be better than reading about someone else's tryst instead, ;)

hcpen said...

Happy New Year Paul...and i do hope the mystery surrounding BBB and HH gets unravelled in the yr 2006...hcpen

Anonymous said...

Happy New Year Paul!! Mwuahhh

Anonymous said...

Jase, I believe Paul's banner picture is from the US TV show "Nip/Tuck", about plastic surgeons in Miami.

Musang said...

owh my god....

a tryst? damn man. but there is nothing embarassing when you made a tryst. it is a safety net. well, my kind of safety net. so that, i will have not a fuck buddy, but someone who had love me to always be there for me.

i wonder if those trysts have an expiry dates...

jjd said...

hmm. if you think about it, you were doing him a favor: its very difficult to adequately scrub the entire surface of one's back. Why, it was almost humanatarian of you!

happy new year paul.

savante said...

shigeki, a built, boozed Japanese businessman sounds just right up my alley these days :)

An expression of my manliness :) That's so much better sounding. Thanks, Rafe!

Doesn't even have to be a ripped god showering. A man showering is enough to get me going these days, Mark.

Gables, I did enjoy it although I had to strip off the sheets the very next day. Worth it though.

Well, pete and ru, I'm hideous homely. Seriously. If I looked studly, I'd post pictures of myself all over the web :) My ISO makes regular propositions as a matter of practice. Not sure what turned Sam on - must have been something in the coffee I gave him.

And yeah, my ISO is the better lay - since it's like going back to an old rug :) With Sam, it was more of a finding a position that we both liked - and I almost fell off the bed doing so.

What didja say, lost?

Spent the countdown at home hiding, chow ho fun :) My sexual prudishness seems to get misplaced around this time of the year.

You are right, wjee. At least I did end 2005 with a bang!

Ahmad, don't tell me what goes on with thee guys. They must be drunk or too bored. Maybe it's pity sex :)

Which picture, Jase? If you're talking about the banner, Sue is right :)

James, you are right. At least for once I have a shameless tryst of my own.

hcpen, unravelling it again tonight since I'm going for dinner with Barry.

Happy New Year, Chas.

Hi, Harold Flyn.

Musang, the trysts have no expiry dates, I think. Then again, with the oversexed mood I'm in these days, you might not even be safe from one of my come-ons.

jjd, you are right. I was scrubbing his back out of kindness :) He returned that favour too.

Paul

MrBunnyBan said...

Heh. I'll let you guys know something: My impression of Paul in high school was a guy who was *constantly* surrounded by girls.

Of course, it was quite a long time ago so I may remember wrongly, but I don't think I'm mistaken. :D

savante said...

Daniel, I am shocked. Have you finally figured out where you actually know me? :) And guys, if yo're thinking the girls were interested in my looks... that's where you're wrong. I give them tips and advice on various lifestyle choices ( and obviously apparel disasters ).

Paul

Mark said...

Paul!

You slut! tell me everything!