Always kept my own affairs zealously private. Back in university, seems like I spend half the time foolishly sneaking around the darkened grounds for secret assignations with my ISO. So desperately closeted back then that I even feared letting my roommate know.
Though I'm pretty sure he was dead curious about what was happening.
Roommate : You're off on your Wednesday bit again?
Paul : Wednesday bit?
Roommate : Yeah, you always run off after lunch on Wednesday. Sometimes you even skip lessons.
Paul : Umm. I do, don't I?
Roommate : Where do you go actually?
Paul : My... aunt's? An old aunt? She's real I tell ya!
Roommate : Sure it isn't a secret rendezvous?
Paul : Haha. Of course not. Haha. What do you mean by that? Haha.
Seriously lame I was. I'm sure my roommate had his own guesses. But of course in time I grew a tad better at scripting believable lies.
Therapy is in session! Alright who's next?
With matters being so clandestine for me then, obviously I wasn't about to offer any information on my relationship to anyone. Though surprisingly I have never been short on receiving information from others. Ever since high school - like every other stereotypical gay fellow - I've been the reliable shoulder to cry on for half a dozen heartbroken / heartsick sophomores. Easier to proffer consultation when you're busy watching from the sidelines.
Even been the sounding board for a few schoolboy crushes.
So yeah, giving advice is my thing. Getting advice in return is something quite novel for me. Never really tried it actually. When your erstwhile best friend fucks up a relationship with you, you tend not to trust as easily. Much less confide in someone else.
Which is why I've ended up being my own agony aunt. Usually I tend to have one-sided conversations with myself when I need help. The proverbial Lucy van Pelt with her lemonade stand offering psychiatric consults for five cents. Entire question-and-answer sessions with only me in attendance. Can turn quite lively sometimes.
Smacks of schizophrenia, I know.
5 comments:
is giving advices that stereotypical for gay guys? peeps come to me advices all the time, for the weirdest questions. I'd never been to a date in my life, and people come to me ans ask about what to do on their first dates. WEIRD.
ooo it's perfectly normal, no worries, i do it all the time.
Maybe they watch a lot of Queer Eye in the past, Tempus :)
Just hope the advice given isn't bad, D :)
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